what u did u get back

sudaa almost a week chak rest from berblogging,almost 4 days baru on FB,

off phone jgn ckp ah,gase mcm nk off everyday,illa sori sgt2 sbb xlyn kau,ak perlu mase utk kuatkn balek diri ak yg lemah nie,ak msti nmpk tough dpn kau n alina..

biler phone kt rumah bunyi,chak tutup telinga jek,mcm xdnga ape2..kt rumah pn chak diam jek,lgsg x bercakap nan my dad,gase bersalah yg amat sgt2..

sumer tu sbb chak kechewa with my RESULT SPM..

chak mmg ta suke expect high for my result since f1 lg,

sbb rmai fom8 yg lg teror dri chak,    tp for my real SPM,chak adela bg HARAPN

sbb chak gase chak boley dpt,tp kiter hnya merncg ALLAH yg tntukn..

chak dpt tawu yg my dad dh tawu my result since 9a.m lg,dia cek kt ppd,

chak pula tawu sbb chak cek kt sms,mase tu mmg nk CRYING OUT  tp chak try tahan dpn fazek,

pstu chak t'nmpk nyul,tyme tu mmg chak control sdeyh sbb chak xnk 5B sdeyh2..

chak cntrol jek ayer mate nie dari turon byk2,mase dga name org yg dpt straight A'S chak tunduk jek,

nk tepuk tgn pn gase lemah sgt2,hati chak mmg dh luluh sgt,pstu chak pegi amek slip kt tcher rohaiza,

mase tu chak brdebar sbb tcher tgk result chem dulu,pstu chak gase TERHARU sgt2 sbb tcher rohaiza ckp

tahniah dpt "B"..tyme tu mcm nk peluk jek tcher tp rmai org..FYI,

chak nk declare sumting,sejak awal taun,chak ta pena lulus chem,bio n physic ade lah lulus gak

chak mmg mint chem,tyme tcher aja dlm klas chak thn ngntok sbb subjek nie besh gilak,

pstu tcher slalu wat quiz utk clas8 chak,so chak akn study b4 quiz tu,chak igt mase tu,

rmai yg xleh jwb quiz tu tp sbb chak ade terbace b4 quiz tu so chak dpt lah jwb ckit2,tyme tu chak mmg hepi

tp biler TRIAL,chak kechewa sbb still xleh lulus,pstu chak serabot nk balance antare chem,phy,bio.

chak mmg lemah subjek tu,tp chak mmg surrender awl2 bio,chak mmg xmint,tcher azian ade bg group mento mentee n chak dpt mentor yg mmg hebadd..tp sori yaa mieraz,chak mmg nk lari dari blaja bio,sbb tu chak jrg tnye mentor chak,chak dh redha nan bio so chak mmg x hope tnggi utk bio..so, chak try focus on chem n phy,chak try catch up yg chak xtawu,chak  igt akn dpt bgos utk phy tp yg chak dpt "C"..

tcher rizah,sy dh cuba yg terbaek utk physic tp mmg bkn rezeki sy utk dpt A,sy mintak maaf sgt2,sbb dh cuba yg terbaek mgkn..

utk chem,chak gase sbb tcher2 chem ikhlas nk tlg kami,chak dpt tgk effort yg tcher rohaiza n tcher liza bg kt kami semua,tcher sggp balek lmbt biler class chem wktu ptg,biler 5B tido dlm class,tcher rohaiza akn marah..satu yg chak suke psl tcher rohaiza,after dia mrh2 kami,dia akn bg reason knpe dia mrh kami,sumer tu sbb dia nk tgk kami 5B dpt keputusan bgos..thanx a lot tcher sbb bg kami kesedaran utk berubah n for the pay back kami bg kejayaan utk tcher.itu semua ats pengorbanan tcher pd kami semua selame nie,mummy chak pn ade ckp yg "cekgu mne yg x happy biler tgk ank murid dia yg selame nie dpt terok tbe2 tyme spm dpt B"  tcher rohaiza,i owe u,thanx for the teaching n guideness..ily

chak dh try my best utk dpt yg terbaek bg subjek bio,phy,chem,add

chak dh try catch up yg t'tggl tp mmg bkn rezeki chak utk dpt A

terkilan pn ade tp tu dh terlmbt,sesal kemudian xbergune,

chak mmg dh dpt pengajaran plg besar dlm life nie,

ape yg chak lakukan selame nie,effect mase dpn chak,

dulu chak lgsg x trpkir,tp after result chak realize

what u did u get back,

selame nie chak buat jahat nan org laen tp

biler kuar result diowg lg bettter dari chak,

chak pn dh blaja dari kesilapan,

so,kpd sesiape yg pena chak buat jahat selame nie,chak mintak ampun byk2

halalkan ape yg chak dh buat selame nie,

chak x sggup lg tgk my parents sdeyh sbb chak gagal,chak nk bhgiakn mereka selagi

chak maseh boleyh bg mereka kebahagiaan,

cukuplah air mate chak jatoh utk SPM tp bkn utk selamanya,

sbb chak akn menanges gumbira biler chak graduated nnt..

insyaallah...

pstt;

even chak sdeyh after dpt result tp chak gumbira

sbb dpt tgk ashikin aziz senyum n dh lame chak xtgk

dia senyum since kami panthera bersaudara dh berjaohan

chak puas hati sbb dpt gembirakn hati dia b4 kami smbg blaja lg..

shkin,ak dh tunaikn impian ak utk tgk kau hepi biler nan kami lg..ak leh gase lega after diz..

thanx for a night at ur house n thanx to ur dad for giving book "sifat solat nabi"..ak sedang try finish dat book.

chak nk share word nie nan korg,

KAWAN tu mcm SAPU TANGAN,kiter akn guna utk BUANG BNDA KOTOR kt muka,dan utk KESAT AIR MATE yg jatoh kt pipi..

tq utk kwn2 yg chak jmpe tyme amek result esp 5B,i'm hppy for that,utk umama tq sbb call sedare kau nie,utk ck azreen yg still igt kt chak(terharu)  hehe

so, chak syg kwn2 chak even kami berjaohan..

assalam....

refleksi diri 1

last week chak balek kg kt dungun,

byk btol changes yg berlaku kt pekan tuu,

kire dh maju lah,lg maju dri muor..actly,chak nk citer psl laen

ok2..go on nan topic yaeh.

tyme balek kg tu,chak ader t'pkir psl sesuatu

nk tawu ape chak pkir?? of course lah kn,hahhah  tbe2 chak pkir 

"mcm mne kalo tbe2 org yg rapat nan kiter meninggal dunia??"

kiter dh ready ker nk terima kenyataan pahit tu.

chak nk share beberapa story utk anda sumer.

CERITA PERTAMA;-

nie psl kazen chak,mk dia dh menggl dunia lbey kurg 1bulan lbey lah.xsure sgt biler..tp mk dia mmg dh saket lame,mk dia xnk pegi hspital,due kali appointment bpk dia cancel sbb mk dia xnk.las2 pggl ambulans dtg bru mk dia pegi hspital.tu pn doktor ckp dh terlmbt sbb usus dia dh kne block @ tersumbat.sbb mk dia dh lame xbuang air besar.so,terpkse lah transfer gi hospital kuala t'ganu.hasilah,ank dia sebaya chak yg temankn mk dia sbb bpk dia nk uros syarikat.nseb baek silah ade.pstu dlm 2ari msuk hspital besar,mk dia nazak.so,nurse soh la hasilah tu call family yg laen,hasilah mase tu sdeyh sgt2 smpai xleh ckp nan bpk dia,nurse yg trpkse bgtaw..bpk dia pn pegi amek nenek dia n teros pegi hspital bsr,tp otw pegi tu bpk dia dpt call ckp istri dia dh menggl dunia.tp bpe ari before mk dia mnggl dunia,mk dia ade pesan suruh bersihkn kebun getah.hasilah pn tnye lah knpe tp mk dia ckp sng kalo ade mjlis pengebumian org nk lalu kn dh bersih kebun tu.mase tu hasilah xpaam lg tp bpk dia dh pesan soh ajar mk dia mengucap byk2..so,hasilah yg smpt menatap arwah mk dia smsa ajal..bpk dia ade bgtaw yg arwah tu mmg rpt nan hasilah.so,hasilah nie tabah ler jgk org nyer sbb org yg plg dia syg mnggl dpn mate dia sndiri.skrg nie bpk dia lah yg uros ank2.tp ak mmg tabik kt pkck ak nie,sbb tough even arwah istri dh tiada.lgpn dia bekas tentera dlu so,mmglah tough kn..

ade lg due citer tp nnt lah chak smbg.

dh penat taip nie..huhu

assalamualaikum:)

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actly,chak nk wat p0st utk
nurul najihah mohd taib,
sbb bfday dia smlm
so,tadaa
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