uitm.matrik.maktab mne lg best?

hmmmm..nk tawu ta,dlm drama NUR KASIH ade satu ayat yg aidil pena ckp kt nuramina iaitu "jgn perna menyesal" lgpn mmg x digalakkn lgsg..soo,if u guys perlu pilih antre yg t'baek dan tlh decide utk plih mne jgn cuba2 utk menyesal..chak juz nk bg nasihat..t'pulang kt korg lah..
okie..chak mmg btol2 b'syukur sbb dgn b'bekal result SPM yg cukop2 mkn,chak dpt
twrn tmuduga maktab,matrik n uitm...alhamdulillah..
maktab tu chak dpt tesl,matrik cm base sains ler,n xsgker uitm dpt asasi LAW...
ikot pilihan hati chak,chak ofc akn plih asasi law tu..auntie n kazen2 chak pn ckp beter go asasi sbb lg sng dari matrik nie yg kne struggle..lgpn dlm fmily mmg tade yg amek course law pn,so chak mmg nk try giler2..wktu plih kos dulu chak mntak sains aktuari taw,tp yg dpt asasi law.ok lah gak sbb ade gak minat tu nk blaja law..kire happy lah tyme tgk dpt asasi law tu..tp kiter cume merancang,ALLAH yg tntukan..
tbe2 my mom soh tggu maktab nyer result.my mom ckp jd cekgu nie at least dh ade peluang kerja,lgpn kalo kuar mktab dh dpt ijazah n gaji pn same nan org yg baru msuk kerja,if amek law kne carik kerja lg..ok fine chak redha..yg tragis nyer..result tmuduga maktab 21/5,intake uitm pn 21/5 n matrik 23/5..
chak n mom pn dh bncg2 yg chak akn pegi uitm dulu sbb intake maktab 20/6 nnt,adelah mase jap nk blaja ckit2 pstu kuar utk msuk maktab lak...yg plg tragis after dat iaitu yuran for uitm adalah RM703..matrik juz RM425.adekah ini ujian utk ku,YA ALLAH...chak pkir balek pstu..cuba bygkn,byr 700 for uitm tp juz blaja kejap jek sbb nk msuk maktab pstu.mcm bazir jek duet tu..tp kalo matrik byr 400 jek tp kalo kuar pstu cm x bazir sgt lah..lgpn if chak msuk uitm tu kt kuantan,so spe lak nk amek chak biler nk kuar nnt,parents chak skolah...so,bncg balek nan mom,chak akn msuk matrik dulu pstu kalo dpt maktb bru kuar..
dgn berat hati chak let go asasi law tu...mmg pedihh sbb peluang tu cume dtg once in a lifetime..tp
kiter xleh nyesal..ade hikmah nyer tu..lgpn biarlah chak korbankn minat demi mencari keredhaan seorg ibu.chak cuma nk gembirakn hati mereka.thats all..
chak kne lah patuh ckp my mom utk jd cekgu,sbb ALLAH tahu ape yg t'baek utk hamba2 nYa...
chak redha dgn ape yg dh berlaku..even sdeyh tp chak yakin btol..skrg nie pn nga chill2 jek..
oleh itu,chak hope sgt2 yg chak dpt maktab tu sbb kalo ta chak kne struggle kt matrik lak..dhla kt matrik tu
ade ayu,teha,aisya,jannah..kne lah chak bersaeng nan diorg nnt...moral citer chak: jgn nyesal dgn choices yg kiter dh buat...dan kalo boley,bagi parents kiter merasai kegembiraan dulu bru kiter akn hidup bahgia dan gembira..pkir makbpk dulu b4 buat something baru pkir diri kita..chak sygg my parents<3

haiyaaa...demam biler mau kebah nie

perghhhhh....1st tyme gase demam yg mcm nie ter0k
selame 18 taun hidup,nie lah pertame kali demam nk masuk 4 hari..
perittttt btoll..whoaaa.nk mkn xde selera lgsg,last2 mkn bubur jek berhari2..
actly,chak mmg xleh berjEMUR lame2 sbb akn demam..tp aritu
disebabkn s0k0ngan yg kUAT kpd adek2 KEP0 ku jd kne lah tough doee..
danga bAY mmg pns gilak sbb xmyk p0kok2 n lg satu cuace yg terik memancar..
ohh mmg ptot demam..tp chak stat demam hari ahad,mlm tu chak gase per0t
mcm nk melet0p n susah gilak nk tid00,pstu dlm kol 1 lebey,chak stat munTAH2..
byk giler muntah smpai every half an hour chak munTAH2..mmg xleh tido lgsg.
dh nk sub0h chak still muntah2 tp dh abes isi per0t so muntah air jela..*nk ckp geli lah pulak
after solat,mummy chak tnye asal tido tonggeng2 *pdhl maseh gase l0ya lg,
chak bkn pregnant yek,jgn slh sgker lak..huhuhu
mummy ckp mybe sbb per0t kosong sbb xmkn,tp pdhl ptg ahad tu chak melantak
nasi beryani org kenduri..mybe angin dlm per0t tu push2 kot smpai terMUNTAH.
pstu kt blik abg chak ader thermometer so chak cek takot suhu 40 degree ker..
mmg sah chak demam sbb suhu bdn 37.2 degree..dua hari suhu maseh same,
masok hari ketige dh kurg jd 36.2 degree,,myk tuu kurg..
hari ketige tu mummy pesan s0h beli folder fail kt parit jawe,soo chak kuatkn diri
naek skuter pegi pt.jawe,smbil bwk skuter tu chak dh mule pening2 dh sbb tgh hari,
tp naseb baek lah dekat jek..wktu kt beshfull tu chak dh pucat2 dh tp still c0ver,
nenek chak boley lak sur0 beli esen vanilla *nseb baek tawu 
wktu byr kt kaunter akak tu dh pndg2 pelik sbb chak mmg pucat tp chak
buat sehat lerr..tp even chak demam tp still bwk skuterr peCUTT tuu..best wooo
wktu chak baring2 kt rumah,chak t'igt tyme chak saket kt skolah dlu2..
alina n biha yg jge chak,bg mkn ubat ciap ader maduu lg tu.sbb tu chak sehat cpt.
sdeyh kot now nie tader org nk jge mcm tu..sobsobsob  weee


kpd adek2 kep0 kuu,,jgn sdeyh2 yaa..bak kate sir azman dlu2
"let the best team win" soo k0rg mmg antre the besh sbb tu dpt place even bkn johan..
lgpn k0rg dh buktikn pd cekgu yg k0rg boley even k0peral xde nk aja k0rg..
k0rg ptot bgge taww.bkn sng nk dpt place sbb sumer yg b'tndg aritu hebad2 belaka.
gase berbaloi sgt2 dpt pegi s0k0ng k0rg,psnie xtawu lah dpt tgk lg ker x..
cume terkilan satu jek, xdpt nk nyanyi lagu kep0..xpe2 ade rezki leh nyanyi laen kali.
kpd pak kamil,thanx sbb ajak pegi breakfast r0ti canai,kpd wawa n anese thanx juge
sbb ajak ak tur0n jb,kalo x msti xmeriah danga bay tuu..uhuk2

impian my mom t'capai

smlm chak try nk check kpm nyer site tp

asek xdpt jek,soo chak fedup lah,

smpai chak tido awal,mls nk check,

tp pgi td after solat chak try check sbb pgi2 mcm nie

intrnet xbpe nk busy,

n biler dh enter i.c tu chak tutup mate sbb xsggp tgk

tp las2 bukak gak.hehehe

alhmdullilah..intrview chak 25/4 nie

anyway chak juz nk say,

 inilah impian mummy chak,tq sgt2 sbb soh chak plih sbjek english wktu mhon dlu

mummy ckp sbb now nie cekgu english xbpe gmai,

chak mmg xbpe minat jd cekgu dlu2,

tp disebabkn result chak yg cukop2 sederhana t'pkse lah

chak try terBAEK sprti yg mummy chak mahu,

mne tawu kn doa ibu nie slalu BERKAT.

now nie,ape yg chak dpt even xsuke pn

chak akn try suke sbb chak xboley

terlalu memilih,laen lah if result chak straight A+ *impian suatu ketika dulu

chak akn prepare sbaek mgkn utk tmuduga nie,

mmndgkn chak dpt english sbjek..hopefully pass lah intrview nie

mau tgk kepo!!

whoaa...

16/4 nie adek2 chak ader comp,

comp kepo(kdet polis) lah,

chak nk pegi sgt2,tp tkot mummy ta bg pegi,

chak dpt tawu yg diorg xckup platun

sbb f3 ade smart learng kt sbpi mersing,pstu yg laen2 mls nk practise

*pdhl chak pn dlu mls tp awl taun jek,pstu ok dh

cian kt si AJ sbb t'pkse lyn mcm2 kerenah mcm wawa dlu2.hehe

sgt2 klaka biler t'kng balek tyme nk pegi practise ptg2,

mase tu chak igt lg,

every ptg f5 ader xtra class,nk pulak bler class chem or add,

chak n alina nk kuar class pn tkot2 jek,

tp ok lah sbb chekgu finish class on time,*itulah cekgu stf

so aftr dat chak n alina lari2 nk pegi dtrn murni,

tp nseb baek class kteorg dkt jek nan dtrn murni so,

chak n alina lah f5 yg plg awl,

cuak gak bler smpai koperal nga ckp2,tkot giler nk pegi lapor diri tp

nseb baek koperal soh in line jek..part plg besh yg chak suke sgt2

bler lari compound even kteorg gune shortcut..

ohh rndu lah sme kepo!

rndu mau naek trak gmai2,rndu nk pegi comp,rndu nk blaja nan koperal,

rndu nk clebrate bfday pk kamil lg,rndu mau marching lah,

rndu nk aja adek2,rndu nk wat bnde giler2

nan anese,waawa,naddy,phisunk,meena,abiin,chem,balqish,lily,

kteorg mmg giler lbey2 lg aftr prctise,sbb otak dh tingtong

FYI,,chak still ader list platun(t'msuk i.c,so bfday org chak tawu) last year sbb

wawa yg soh smpn sbb kteorg lah yg slalu wat surat or laporan kt cc..

rndu lahhh nk jmpe adek2 ku..

buat AJ,chaiyok2 GL..KORG KNE TEBUS KEKALAHN taun lps..

we always pray for u guys~

shopping time;]

sooo chill,sbb dpt buang sgale bad feeling before diz

dgn hanya shopping!

even chak xbeli brg for myself tp gase puas hati

sbb xyah pkir mslh laen.huhu

i think diz was juz first shopping to buy (things)

coz after diz chak akn still shopping to buy others lak.

opps..jgn slh sgker lak

chak pegi shopping utk beli brg2 for my bro's wedding lah.

haahhahaha

for 1st shoppg,my mom n chak cume beli kain2 kt GULATI'S,

tu sumer utk chak punnyer nenek,nenek sedare,mak2 sedare,my dad,

abg lg satu n ofc my mom..chak punyer baju mybe

beli yg dh siap jek sbb chak xbpe suke corak2 kain tu..sory gulati's

juz beli kain pn dh amek mase berjam lame,

sbb my mom nie nk yg perfect,so kne carik yg btol2 lawa

cian kt mamat bangla or pakistan tu (xtawu mne yg btol)

 yg t'pkse lyn jek kerenah chak n my mom,

tu pn nseb baek chak aderr skali sbb

dia bg diskaun byk sbb beli kain byk2

n sbb chak t'pkse wt muke cute utk dpt diskaun.hahaha

jht kn chak.sory ya kpd tauke gulati's tu sbb untg xbyk ari tu

tp xpe sbb dia dh kaye..hehe

after diz mybe chak akn pegi NILAI utk beli

brg2 for goodies n hantaran cth kotak2,dulang,bunga2,sireh

tp xtawu biler lg sbb my parents bz with their teaching..

hopefully bkn 16/4 sbb chak nk tgk comp kepo dat day

kpd adek2 kepo ku,GL

make stf winner diz year:) aminnn!

what u did u get back

sudaa almost a week chak rest from berblogging,almost 4 days baru on FB,

off phone jgn ckp ah,gase mcm nk off everyday,illa sori sgt2 sbb xlyn kau,ak perlu mase utk kuatkn balek diri ak yg lemah nie,ak msti nmpk tough dpn kau n alina..

biler phone kt rumah bunyi,chak tutup telinga jek,mcm xdnga ape2..kt rumah pn chak diam jek,lgsg x bercakap nan my dad,gase bersalah yg amat sgt2..

sumer tu sbb chak kechewa with my RESULT SPM..

chak mmg ta suke expect high for my result since f1 lg,

sbb rmai fom8 yg lg teror dri chak,    tp for my real SPM,chak adela bg HARAPN

sbb chak gase chak boley dpt,tp kiter hnya merncg ALLAH yg tntukn..

chak dpt tawu yg my dad dh tawu my result since 9a.m lg,dia cek kt ppd,

chak pula tawu sbb chak cek kt sms,mase tu mmg nk CRYING OUT  tp chak try tahan dpn fazek,

pstu chak t'nmpk nyul,tyme tu mmg chak control sdeyh sbb chak xnk 5B sdeyh2..

chak cntrol jek ayer mate nie dari turon byk2,mase dga name org yg dpt straight A'S chak tunduk jek,

nk tepuk tgn pn gase lemah sgt2,hati chak mmg dh luluh sgt,pstu chak pegi amek slip kt tcher rohaiza,

mase tu chak brdebar sbb tcher tgk result chem dulu,pstu chak gase TERHARU sgt2 sbb tcher rohaiza ckp

tahniah dpt "B"..tyme tu mcm nk peluk jek tcher tp rmai org..FYI,

chak nk declare sumting,sejak awal taun,chak ta pena lulus chem,bio n physic ade lah lulus gak

chak mmg mint chem,tyme tcher aja dlm klas chak thn ngntok sbb subjek nie besh gilak,

pstu tcher slalu wat quiz utk clas8 chak,so chak akn study b4 quiz tu,chak igt mase tu,

rmai yg xleh jwb quiz tu tp sbb chak ade terbace b4 quiz tu so chak dpt lah jwb ckit2,tyme tu chak mmg hepi

tp biler TRIAL,chak kechewa sbb still xleh lulus,pstu chak serabot nk balance antare chem,phy,bio.

chak mmg lemah subjek tu,tp chak mmg surrender awl2 bio,chak mmg xmint,tcher azian ade bg group mento mentee n chak dpt mentor yg mmg hebadd..tp sori yaa mieraz,chak mmg nk lari dari blaja bio,sbb tu chak jrg tnye mentor chak,chak dh redha nan bio so chak mmg x hope tnggi utk bio..so, chak try focus on chem n phy,chak try catch up yg chak xtawu,chak  igt akn dpt bgos utk phy tp yg chak dpt "C"..

tcher rizah,sy dh cuba yg terbaek utk physic tp mmg bkn rezeki sy utk dpt A,sy mintak maaf sgt2,sbb dh cuba yg terbaek mgkn..

utk chem,chak gase sbb tcher2 chem ikhlas nk tlg kami,chak dpt tgk effort yg tcher rohaiza n tcher liza bg kt kami semua,tcher sggp balek lmbt biler class chem wktu ptg,biler 5B tido dlm class,tcher rohaiza akn marah..satu yg chak suke psl tcher rohaiza,after dia mrh2 kami,dia akn bg reason knpe dia mrh kami,sumer tu sbb dia nk tgk kami 5B dpt keputusan bgos..thanx a lot tcher sbb bg kami kesedaran utk berubah n for the pay back kami bg kejayaan utk tcher.itu semua ats pengorbanan tcher pd kami semua selame nie,mummy chak pn ade ckp yg "cekgu mne yg x happy biler tgk ank murid dia yg selame nie dpt terok tbe2 tyme spm dpt B"  tcher rohaiza,i owe u,thanx for the teaching n guideness..ily

chak dh try my best utk dpt yg terbaek bg subjek bio,phy,chem,add

chak dh try catch up yg t'tggl tp mmg bkn rezeki chak utk dpt A

terkilan pn ade tp tu dh terlmbt,sesal kemudian xbergune,

chak mmg dh dpt pengajaran plg besar dlm life nie,

ape yg chak lakukan selame nie,effect mase dpn chak,

dulu chak lgsg x trpkir,tp after result chak realize

what u did u get back,

selame nie chak buat jahat nan org laen tp

biler kuar result diowg lg bettter dari chak,

chak pn dh blaja dari kesilapan,

so,kpd sesiape yg pena chak buat jahat selame nie,chak mintak ampun byk2

halalkan ape yg chak dh buat selame nie,

chak x sggup lg tgk my parents sdeyh sbb chak gagal,chak nk bhgiakn mereka selagi

chak maseh boleyh bg mereka kebahagiaan,

cukuplah air mate chak jatoh utk SPM tp bkn utk selamanya,

sbb chak akn menanges gumbira biler chak graduated nnt..

insyaallah...

pstt;

even chak sdeyh after dpt result tp chak gumbira

sbb dpt tgk ashikin aziz senyum n dh lame chak xtgk

dia senyum since kami panthera bersaudara dh berjaohan

chak puas hati sbb dpt gembirakn hati dia b4 kami smbg blaja lg..

shkin,ak dh tunaikn impian ak utk tgk kau hepi biler nan kami lg..ak leh gase lega after diz..

thanx for a night at ur house n thanx to ur dad for giving book "sifat solat nabi"..ak sedang try finish dat book.

chak nk share word nie nan korg,

KAWAN tu mcm SAPU TANGAN,kiter akn guna utk BUANG BNDA KOTOR kt muka,dan utk KESAT AIR MATE yg jatoh kt pipi..

tq utk kwn2 yg chak jmpe tyme amek result esp 5B,i'm hppy for that,utk umama tq sbb call sedare kau nie,utk ck azreen yg still igt kt chak(terharu)  hehe

so, chak syg kwn2 chak even kami berjaohan..

assalam....

refleksi diri 1

last week chak balek kg kt dungun,

byk btol changes yg berlaku kt pekan tuu,

kire dh maju lah,lg maju dri muor..actly,chak nk citer psl laen

ok2..go on nan topic yaeh.

tyme balek kg tu,chak ader t'pkir psl sesuatu

nk tawu ape chak pkir?? of course lah kn,hahhah  tbe2 chak pkir 

"mcm mne kalo tbe2 org yg rapat nan kiter meninggal dunia??"

kiter dh ready ker nk terima kenyataan pahit tu.

chak nk share beberapa story utk anda sumer.

CERITA PERTAMA;-

nie psl kazen chak,mk dia dh menggl dunia lbey kurg 1bulan lbey lah.xsure sgt biler..tp mk dia mmg dh saket lame,mk dia xnk pegi hspital,due kali appointment bpk dia cancel sbb mk dia xnk.las2 pggl ambulans dtg bru mk dia pegi hspital.tu pn doktor ckp dh terlmbt sbb usus dia dh kne block @ tersumbat.sbb mk dia dh lame xbuang air besar.so,terpkse lah transfer gi hospital kuala t'ganu.hasilah,ank dia sebaya chak yg temankn mk dia sbb bpk dia nk uros syarikat.nseb baek silah ade.pstu dlm 2ari msuk hspital besar,mk dia nazak.so,nurse soh la hasilah tu call family yg laen,hasilah mase tu sdeyh sgt2 smpai xleh ckp nan bpk dia,nurse yg trpkse bgtaw..bpk dia pn pegi amek nenek dia n teros pegi hspital bsr,tp otw pegi tu bpk dia dpt call ckp istri dia dh menggl dunia.tp bpe ari before mk dia mnggl dunia,mk dia ade pesan suruh bersihkn kebun getah.hasilah pn tnye lah knpe tp mk dia ckp sng kalo ade mjlis pengebumian org nk lalu kn dh bersih kebun tu.mase tu hasilah xpaam lg tp bpk dia dh pesan soh ajar mk dia mengucap byk2..so,hasilah yg smpt menatap arwah mk dia smsa ajal..bpk dia ade bgtaw yg arwah tu mmg rpt nan hasilah.so,hasilah nie tabah ler jgk org nyer sbb org yg plg dia syg mnggl dpn mate dia sndiri.skrg nie bpk dia lah yg uros ank2.tp ak mmg tabik kt pkck ak nie,sbb tough even arwah istri dh tiada.lgpn dia bekas tentera dlu so,mmglah tough kn..

ade lg due citer tp nnt lah chak smbg.

dh penat taip nie..huhu

assalamualaikum:)